Null Paradox. Despair

Null Paradox | Resentment

In our song Resentment, Victoria is living through the 5th of the 10 stages of Grief.

She resents Seth because of her loss of trust in him.  She resents herself for the many times she’s considered rekindling their love.

But that’s not all.  She resents Annabelle for seeming to continue her close relationship with Seth.  It makes her questions her friendship with Annabelle.

Buy

We’ve moved to the Zoltan Universe!  It’s a growing world where the full Null Paradox story is being shared.

You can participate!  Choose the ending of our live shows.  Help choose the path that our story takes in our books and music.

There’s so much more!

    • High quality stereo music (96kHz, 24 bit)
    • MP3 audio that you can upload to your favorite streaming accounts
    • Dolby Atmos surround mixes
    • Behind-the-scenes (BTS) videos
    • Notes while songs and books are being written
    • Meet us virtually through interactive video events
    • Meet us during sound checks and events before our live events

All of this is and more is available through the Zoltan Universe Patreon.

It’s where you’ll find our latest song (Resentment) and all of our future music, videos, and interaction.

You’re invited to Join Us!

Null Paradox Resentment
Null Paradox~Resentment

Vocals (Victoria)~Analise Rios
Guitars, Keyboards, Piano, Bass~Tom Libertiny
Drums~Nate Barnes

Music and lyrics by Tom Libertiny
Produced by Tom Libertiny
Mixed and mastered by Sefi Carmel
Recorded at LPP Studios (Detroit).  Vocals recorded by Andrew Krivonos at Brewery Studios (New York)

Cover models~Analise Rios and Darius M. Thompson
Photography~Tom Libertiny
Illustration~Ana Cruz

Lyrics

Thought we could’ve relit
Our ashes from the past
Tried to mend what’s broken
But I shattered it too fast
I whispered to myself
Promising a new dawn
But deep down
I knew our love was gone

Resentment
Oh, it’s tearing me apart
Should’ve seen it coming
From the very start
My heart knows
It’s heavy with regret
Your shadow lingers
A love I can’t forget

Resentment
Oh, it’s tearing me apart
Should’ve seen it coming
From the very start
My heart knows
It’s heavy with regret
Your shadow lingers
A love I can’t forget

I walked a fragile line
Between hope and despair
Believed in second chances
But the truth made me scared
Wanted to reach for your hand
But I felt so alone
In the silence of our hearts
The cracks had fully grown

Every tear I cried, every sleepless night
A reminder of the love I couldn’t get right
Blame it on the stars, blame it on the fate
But I know deep down, it’s myself I hate

Oh, forget
Oh, forget
A love I can’t forget, for me
Oh, forget
Oh, forget
A love I can’t forget

Resentment
Oh, it’s tearing me apart
Should’ve seen it coming
From the very start
My heart knows
It’s heavy with regret
Your shadow lingers
A love I can’t forget

I walked a fragile line
Between hope and despair
Believed in second chances
But the truth made me scared
Wanted to reach for your hands
But I felt so alone
In the silence of my heart
The cracks had fully grown

Every tear I cried, every sleepless night
A reminder of the love I couldn’t make right
Blame it on the stars, blame it on the fate
But I know deep down, it’s myself I hate

Resentment
It’s tearing me apart
Should’ve seen it coming
From the very start
My heart knows
It’s heavy with regret
Your shadow lingers
A love I can’t forget

So here I stand
In the ruins of my dreams
Caught between the echoes
And the silent screams
My eyes filled with sorrow’s hue
A love that once burned bright
Now just a faded view
For the good of you
I walked a fragile line
Between hope and despair
Believed in second chances
But the truth made me scared
Wanted to reach for your hand
But I felt so alone
In the silence of my heart
The cracks had fully grown

Every tear I cried, every sleepless night
A reminder of the love I couldn’t make right
Blame it on the stars, blame it on the fate
But I know deep down, it’s myself I hate

Resentment
Oh, it’s tearing me apart
Should’ve seen it coming
From the very start
My heart knows
It’s heavy with regret
Your shadow lingers
A love I can’t forget

Oh forget
Oh forget
A love I can’t forget

I can’t forget
A love I can’t forget
A love I can’t forget

Leave a Reply